Depression

Imageby Brooke Lauren13 Nov 2015

Only 15 and I don't think most people experience agony to this degree in their entire lives
I feel nothing
The brightest skies the darkest days
It doesn't matter
I feel nothing
Never encountered a darkness this bleak or this black
Didn't know it was possible but I'm suffocating under my own emptiness
I'm drowning and I try to reach out but I can't find the right words
Knowing that it wouldn't matter anyway
They wouldn't understand
Their minds don't work like mine
Because my surface thoughts they don't intrigue me and the shadows they don't scare me
I have allowed myself to travel to the corners of my mind
To the depths of my soul
Have you?